My horrible life

its been a while.. but i thought that i would update. So.. so far a lot has happened.

 i lost robbie
i gained shannon
i lost shannon
i gained brandon
i lost brandon
i gained theo
i lost theo

I FOUND MIKE!

mike is such a sweetheart . he is really kind and a caring person. honestly, he has helped me so much just to be happy.. other then that:

I have been hospitalized a lot recently.. see first they thought that it was a kidney infection then they thought that it was appendicitez. then they thought that i have pancreities. now! i have possible ovarian cancer.. oh the joys of life.

I got a cat recently her name is emerald and she seems to be the only thing in the world that is making me feel happy these days.. I dont understand what it is .. but i havent been to chipper. Maybe its cause im failing all the classes at school and shit. i dont know.. all i do know though is that im tired as hell and i cant sleep.. even though i have been trying for about 10 hours. I dont know man. i mean they gave me morphine at the hospital, twice! and i took a vicoden.. AND four benadyrl and i still cant sleep and i dont think that i am going to any time soon. So ive lost a few friends and ive gained a few freinds. then again... i dont think that i mind losing the friends. i dont mind gaining them either. Still its kinda lonely when you tink about it. i mean honestly no one in the world wants to be alone right?

wow long time no update hmm? well soooooo much shit happened you guys have no idea. I have no time to talk about it now really but i will tell you all about it when i have the time. i just had the shortest relationship of my fuckin life. this fucking prick named adam. who wouldent answer my calls wouldent talk to you and worst of all he wanted me to marry him. what a shmuck! lucky for me there are people like shannon ( who is a boy) i like shannon sooo much you people could not possibly know. i mean its like i saw him for the first time at one of my friends bat mmitzvahs and after that its like we clicked completly. you know.. hes soo evil just like me. i like that in a guy. most people didnt know that except for my bestest buds jacey and sarah. lol.. im so tired right now its like 12:11 im not even at my house you see.. i am stuck here at evans house. HES AN X BOYFRIEND TOO! wow isnt this lame. i typing this late at night and i feel like shit. you guys have no idea of all the shit that i have been up too and wait till i tell you. I can not wait for school to start again . i am so tired of sitting at home and doing nothing but packing. And speaking of packing. you guys may not know this. but i am moving. we are basically getting kicked out of our apartment that we have lived in for over ten years. i think that it it total crap.... but you know what i am not the one who is controlling the situation. my hebrew school class starts soon which i am looking foward to . its actaully my last year for heb school then i get confirmed. The best part? i get to write a speech saying WHATEVER i want. and i mean whatever they cant stop me from saying that the temple fucking sucks! lol.. any way i hope that none of you have families out in florida or louisiana. and if you do i hope that they are okay and that none of them got hurt. !!!!! well i do think that i should be going.. its late and i want to go listen to my daddy play guitar. well li love you all and i look foward to talking to all of you soon. see ya laterz smelly poos!

-Sexie Lexie

Yay! i went to six flags yesterday with my temple .. it was actually really fun/ i went with... Adam, Jacey,Lewis,Charlie and some other people from tasty.. oh ! and here is something new..Im over all the people that i ever liked.. well mostly. and now i think that i like someone knew someone i never thought about liking.. i mean it just clicked. He is so perfect the only thing that sucks is that me and him are .. sorta kinda cousins.. well okay not blood related... but he is so close.. okay here is the way that is is.. my moms cousin warren who is my second cousin is best friends with a guy who goes to my temples dad. so its kinda wierd. but any whoo he asked me to go to the movies... And i think that we are going to see mr and ms. smith.... but i dont know.. we arent going out or anything. i mean i kinda want to . but with the circumstances.. it would be wierd.... dont you think?

Hey guys i went to relay for life a couple of days ago.. it was a nice thing i didnt thit would be.
lets see i met two new people that i an going to keep in contact with. One is a girl Named Jessica that
lives in fresno. The other is the sweetest boy.. his name Is Max and hes russian. im not going to see him
ever again. unless i go to relay for life again. he lives in encino.... I miss him so much. Me and his friend patrick along with my friend Jacey went to Birmingham high school for the event and we climbed on top of the
roof and hooped on top of the top of the gym and just sat there. it was cold though.. I didnt sleep but i layed down with max in his tent.. its funny wen you think about it. cause hes a russian and im a jew.. lol.. i MISS YOU MAX!!!!

YAY IM SO HAPPEH !!! MY SOFTBALL TEAM WON THE GAME TODAY AGAINST A TEAM THAT HASENT BEEN DEFEATED IN THREE YEARS. I FEEL KINDA GOOD ABOUT THAT EVEN THOUGHT I HAVENT PLAYED AT ALL THIS YEAR. SO I MEAN YAY! ANOTHER THING I AM SO NERVOUS ABOUT THE WHOLE PROM THING.. WHAT IF I CANT FIND ANYONE TO GO WITH? I MEAN MY FRIEND THAT IS THE BESTEST FFRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD.. ((sarah!)) IS SUPPOSED TO GO WITH ME.. AND WHAT IF SHE CANT GO? WHO THE FUCK AM I GOING TO GO WITH?

Matt,
I dont know the best way to say this, but i think i should get it out of my system. I really think you are something special. I mean i know you only at work. but i really want to get to know you outside of work. i was thinking that maybe you and me could go out sometime. oh and by the way my school is having a dance.. well a prom as you know.. and i was kinda wondering if you wanted to go.. as friends or otherwise. I mean it would mean a whole lot to me. you have my number and i have yours so hopefully youll call me when you get home from school today. So i guess that i will talk to you then.

-Lexie.

Hey guys i an sitting in class right now. i think that i am getting sick as i dont feel good. i have a really bad feeling about today for some reason. I also have a softball game today. i think that we are going to win. and we e\better win if we are going to make it to the playoff's i mean i dont really care if we do because i dont even play. OMG! i talked to matt yesterday! im so happy he is such a sweet guy. the thing is i like him and hes my age almost. the thing is i really want to get to know him outside of vons but i dont think that i would get the chanve to with him working and all. well im gonna tell him to read this eventually. so i have to write a whole new entry so i guess that i will be going!!! love ya all-LEXIE MILES

HI!! thats all that i have to say since i dont have time! oh yeah HOFF can F OFF!!

Do you cluck or do you roar?

this quiz was made by alanna

XD i got kicked out of class three times today .. i think that is so funneh .. righ tnow i am talking to grego! i love grego he is so funny .. lol.. but thats not the point. the point is that .. >.< im mad! i cant remember the point! ah shit... who cares.. i love you all very very much! SOMEONE CALL ME I AM SO LONELY!

I LOVE EIN! (the dog)





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Hey guys long time no talk.. how are you all doing? im glad to hear and to let you know.. that after this summer i will most likely be transfering to chatsworth high school i think thats exciting dont you all? well a lot of shit has happened from break ups to make ups from clashes and all to love making galore.. but that would be best to save for another time. so HOLLA!

how is everyone out there doing? as you all know.. i am not pregnant right? well i think the only reason that i thought i was. was because it was my first time.. now that i am ove rthe whole what if something happens stage.. i am okay... robbie and i are still together and we are very much in love. and going to celebrate our very first valentines day together.. you know at first i thought that things would never work out between us and that it was puppy love and that i would get over it... boy did i learn fast.. i mean robbie has shown me things that i never would have noticed about myself if he didnt point it out to me.. i mean honestly i think that if i didnt have robbie i would be as good as six feet under... yeah not good right? so all of my friends out there... you know who you all are.. dori. hunter..sarah.. Rachel.. and all you people i forgot.. you should take sometime to thank him to.. cause honestly people without him.. there would proably notbe a me.. and come on what THE WORLD BE LIKE WITHOUT ME... i mean i think that it would be really boring to be quite honest... NO LEXIE TO SHOUT AT THE WORLD !!!!!!!! actually that might be better... nah...

he finally told me how it is.. and for that i am so thankful i never thought that it would come to be.. but it has.. and i really look foward to it.. i mean hell.. thats the best thing thats happened to me in days.. besides, what other good things could possibly go good at this point in time !!

Which OS are You?
hehehe.. how many of you think that this is true about me? if you do then you are not my true friend!!! heh trick question

Hey all this is lexie! how are you doing? PEOPLE NEVER CALL ME ANYMORE!!! i think that it is cause i
am always on the phone or my brother is on the phone.. a whole grip of shit has been happening! Where to start
i have not any idea... okay well here goes:
FIRST: i had the best time with robbie, YOU KNOW!
SECOND: i thought that i might have been pregnant and that shit kept me worried for days on end...
THIRD: we started to do cheerleading practices again and that took my mind off of things
FOURTH: I found out that philip went missing and that made me even more worried than i was before.
FIFTH: ELIZABETH STARTED HANGING ALL OVER THIS NEWWW BOY NAMED AUSTIN AND
SHE PURPOSLY KEEPS KISSING HIM CAUSE SHE THINKS THAT IT WILL MAKE ME JELOUS... WHY
I HAVE NO CLUE
SIXTH: MY MOM IS TRIPPIN LIKE CRAZY!
SEVEN: I got my . so i guess that means im not preganant huh? :::shrugs:: i dont know!
EIGHT: I TYPED THIS!
So there you have it the grip of shit that has been happining got put on a live journal page! WOOHOO!!
peace out homies! ::::LEXIE::::

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fuck snow days..we have rain days!! LOL...nah but for real... my school closed cause it was flooded on the inside of the building.. lol i thought that ws great!!